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A Brown Girl Gone Gay
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I'm a brown girl living in what can only be described as the gayest city in the south. Atlanta, GA, if you don't already know...The only consistent thing about my blog is that it is random. I tell stories about my life and the characters that make it
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Romance & Finance
I am used to being the person in a relationship that had it semi-together. I was the one with the steady (and bigger) paycheck, with the real grown up kind of job with growth opportunities…etc, etc… Having that behind me allowed me to do ...
No Love Lost
I met this girl once. We had so much fun together, but both of our exes still had presence in the background. I voiced my concerns and I remember her saying to me that if we ever made it to falling in love, then it wouldn’t be an issue. She tol...
Internet Affairs
When I first started on the internet, I was in a long term relationship with a man, the fiance. It was so easy to get caught up in the chat rooms. The interacting with people instantly around the country was exciting. We made an agreement, we could h...
The Woman In The Background
The soundtrack for this blog should be The Dream - I Luv Your Girl The first time I stole someone’s girlfriend, it wasn’t on purpose. I was fresh out of something, I male friend told me that I needed someone that wouldn’t make any...
Love Without Expectations
I stepped away from writing about anything that felt too personal, for a variety of different reasons (none of them relevant to this post). I was then reminded I started this blog to get the personal stuff out so that I can go on and deal with life, ...
Seek and Find
When you’re in a relationship, there is some kind of implied trust that entitles you to a certain amount of privacy. That means your mate doesn’t expect to have her pockets picked through, or her text messages checked. She doesn’t e...
hit me and I’ll hit you back
Before my first girlfriend was my girlfriend, she was my friend. Wait, that might be a bit of a stretch. She was an associate. A classmate, in fact. I saw her everyday and while I didn’t pay a lot of attention to her, I did notice when she woul...
Weekend Love #9
Back by popular demand…Well, maybe I should say back by demand of Glennisha and Tami…I’ve been slacking on this weekly post, so these are for you two… If I do an image search for lesbians, I usually run into something extreme...
I’m unplugged…
When SH and I were together we had a conversation about affection. She said that I would have to tell her to keep her hands to herself because she had been told that she was overly affectionate. She was excited when I said I was affectionate too. I f...
A coward’s fool
I found myself watching the season finale of the bachelor. He chose one girl, but couldn’t stop thinking about the other. Of course the first girl was upset, and I felt her pain. Within seconds I found myself writing a letter to SH and on her m...
Loving You
“Love yourself, for if you don’t, how can you expect anybody else to love you?” “If you aren’t good at loving yourself, you will have a difficult time loving anyone, since you’ll resent the time and energy you...
maybe???
Friday will make a week since I’ve heard from SH. I’ve even been removed from her myspace. There is a part of me that wants her to answer, why? However, I’m not sure any answer she’d give me would make me feel any better. Or e...
the greatest love of all
I usually go through break ups alone. There is no one around to witness my funky moods, my impromptu fits of tears, and my hair pulling. It’s been really hard to go through this in such a public way. Public because I can’t even take a shi...
my mind is made up
I can tell from my stats that I’ve got some new readers. Some folks are digging into some really old entries and that’s a good thing. I appreciate anyone that wants to read all about the nonsense my life has become. I love all of you nose...
Happy Valentine’s Day
I took inventory of my past Valentine’s and I can’t remember the last one that met my expectations. My very first one with a woman was completely over the top. I didn’t intend to write about this, but yall like my stories so here we...
the truth shall set you free- 3
SH told me that ex2 would continue to send me messages and call. She made me promise to block her on myspace and not to answer the phone if she calls. I broke my promise. I don’t follow directions very well. My fear was that she would leave som...
the truth shall set me free
I woke up early this morning. Like around 6am. My grandma had an appointment this morning and there was a man coming to do work on her bathroom, so I had to be up to let him in. I can never sleep when I know that I have to do something early in the m...
It’s Over- 3
After the last talk, I didn’t know what to say or what to do. I sat and watched American Idol, got completely and totally irritated by their choices for the 36 and thought out loud to my little sister. Since the very beginning, I’ve felt ...
It’s Over- 2
I logged in today, the first thing I noticed was the graph showing my stats. It’s already close to the numbers I had yesterday and it’s still morning. I don’t know if that’s because of the awards, the other nominees linking he...
It’s Over
I logged into myspace today and went to visit SH’s pictures. I noticed her page had been updated, so I scroll though it to see the changes. Now a little while ago, she changed her status to in a relationship, but by the end of the day, it was c...
a dose of normalcy
I had this dream last night. It was really weird… Med drove SH and I to this hospital, I’m not sure where it was, but it wasn’t local to me or her. SH’s aunt was throwing some kind of party at the hospital for some family that...
the honeymoon is over- 2
The last time I spoke to SH, she was on her way to the police station, that was around noon on Friday. I went out for a late lunch with the family, came home and saw that she had called back. It was around 6pm when I returned her call. She sent me to...
The Honeymoon Is Over
How long does it normally take for people’s real selves to emerge? I think that if I can make it 3 months with someone, then I’m in for the long haul. I think the best of impersonators find it difficult to hold back the reality of themsel...
Be mine
So Sip was bragging about what she’s sending her girl for Valentine’s Day when I realized I am clueless. I have no idea what to do for SH. She doesn’t wear jewelry except some small silver hoop earrings. I had considered a mens brac...
the blow by blow- 3
The following morning, I attempted to rollover, but a long muscular arm held me captive. Every time I shifted, she moved closer to me. It was cute, but frustrating because I was making an attempt to cure my cotton mouth. I finally made it out of bed,...
the blow by blow- 2
Read Part One first! We pulled ourselves apart long enough to shower and get dressed. While I’m preparing myself for the outing, SH comes in the room to tell me that her aunt and her mom were there. Grrrreat! I continued to perfect my face, adj...
What is drama but life with the dull bits cut out (continued)
One night, while SH was telling me about her resuming her smoking habit. She started telling me that it was due to stress. What stress? I asked the question because I felt like she was living a leisurely life. She tells me about how she hasn’t ...
What is drama but life with the dull bits cut out
SH asked that we be in a relationship via text. That’s our primary method of communication being that both of us hate the phone and she claims to be really shy… We were having some kind of text convo and I believe she said something about...
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Here I am! I finally finished braiding yesterday, so I can put my hands back to something I enjoy more… I wish I had more to tell you, but I don’t. Things are pretty much the same today as they were last time I wrote. Yes, my life has fin...
I don’t no what 2 say
I love women with a strong work ethic. Family must be important to them. They should be handy around the house. They should be able to fit in with any group and speak their minds about current events. They should have a neat, non-flashy appearance an...
