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This is my journal to help me work the twelve steps, especially step twelve as I work the road to recovery.

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  • I don't go anywhere fast

    Posted on Tuesday October 30th, 2007 at 09:16 in lust, surrender, 12 steps

    You and me we're goin' nowhere slowlyAnd we've gotta get away from the pastThere's nothin' wrong with goin' nowhere, babyBut we should be goin' nowhere fastThis is the problem with addiction , not finding contentment in the place that you are. Not wa...

  • Dealing with expectations and lust

    Posted on Sunday October 14th, 2007 at 21:56 in expectations, lust, surrender, 12 steps

    A little advanced warning, this may be a bit long but hopefully I won't ramble too much. MaybeYesterday the odds were stackedIn favor of my expectationsFlyin' above the restNever fallin' from the nestTuesday came and went and nowI'm in a little sit...

  • The Best Defense is a. . .

    Posted on Monday October 8th, 2007 at 15:35 in serenity, surrender

    . . .Good Offesnse? NO, more surrender. Surrender more: deeply fully, completely and more of yourself.I had begun to notice that I was surrending more and more of myself but resentment had looked for a door to get back in and found one: expectatio...

  • Jounral 20070723 Surrender/Attatchment

    Posted on Monday July 23rd, 2007 at 09:45 in fantasy, lust, surrender

    Attachment, I think, is a very basic component of my disease. I believe that it is part of my fallen human nature, disfigured and deformed from what it was designed to be. In its most basic form it is simply me wanting to reach out, take hold of an...