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I am a thirty year old female artist. I survived 17 years of incest. I use this blog to post my artwork (which is in large part about my past) and also to talk about the process of my therapy, recovery from the trauma of the abuse I survived and what it
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1. Untangling. 2. miniragepage. 3. NOTE TO THE CONSTELLATION. 4. unburdening
Should I be glad that my mind is divided? Does it matter if I am or not? Tonight I watched the video from the wall drawing project that I made in Venice and watching it I felt _____ and _______ and also _________!!!!!This week I asked my doctor to ...
Black.
I am still unable to write about what happened in my therapy session on Thursday. I keep hearing in my mind a single word that was used during the session. sodomize ...
Work in progress.
I started this drawing tonight at my group art therapy session. After working on it for about an hour I had to put it away because I felt so overwhelmed by it I was not really able to even keep working. I am going to work on it more next week. Bef...
After therapy
I had therapy today and even though it was good... it was incredibly painful. I came back 'home' and felt really 'bad'. I took a nap and had a terrible dream. Another 'memory folded into a dream' dream. And it feels like the thing that is helping ...
On my bicycle near the airport. The past is history. I pedal on.
I have not written here in a few days. My last post was an image of my drawing from my art group therapy on Wednesday. Then I had my regular therapy with Dr. C on Thursday and then again on Friday. (Usually I have it on Monday's and Thursday's- but ...
Better days.
Today is no great day- not terrible- not great- not the best- pretty hard. My mind feels like such a mess. I am starting one thing and making lists of lists of other things to do and I am trying to get more organized- organize my thinking better- I...
from yesterday
