Recent Posts Tagged With 'red bike'

• Hate Letter.

  Posted on Thursday October 8th, 2009 at 13:16 in dissociative identity disorder, recovering, incest. rape. child sexual abuse., i love you jessieh., red bike

  I am sick of being scared. I am not even sure exactly what I am so scared of anymore. I think it is really my own rage. I am terrified of being angry. When I was young and living in my atrociously abusive household, it was IMPOSSIBLE to EVER be angry...

• Good reasons.

  Posted on Friday October 2nd, 2009 at 05:58 in dissociative identity disorder, recovering, incest. rape. child sexual abuse., red bike

  Yesterday I spent a lot of the day trying to do things at home but mostly worrying about going to my therapy in the afternoon. I thought of about twenty good reasons why I 'shouldn't go' to therapy. I wanted to bike there and that created a huge ta...

• Every piece. In the new light of my healing. *This post may be triggering.*

  Posted on Thursday September 17th, 2009 at 05:06 in dissociative identity disorder, recovering, incest. rape. child sexual abuse., healing. holding on and letting go., i love you jessieh., red bike

  Yesterday I went back to my art therapy group- after two weeks of having not gone. It was good but the pieces I worked on were very painful. I like the other people in the group and I feel like I am able to make things there that I am not able to m...

• Work in progress.

  Posted on Wednesday August 26th, 2009 at 19:59 in dissociative identity disorder, recovering, incest. rape. child sexual abuse., piece of the constellation, red bike

  I started this drawing tonight at my group art therapy session. After working on it for about an hour I had to put it away because I felt so overwhelmed by it I was not really able to even keep working. I am going to work on it more next week. Bef...

• FREEDOM BIKE. 3 drawings.

  Posted on Tuesday August 18th, 2009 at 10:57 in drawings, survivor, incest, recovering, i love you jessieh., red bike

  All three of the above drawings are available for sale here.--------------------------------------------------------------------Yesterday when I went out biking I taped a little note across the top of the handlebars and it read:IT WAS NOT YOUR FAULT....

• BIKING. 42 miles. Map practice. I love you Jessieh.

  Posted on Tuesday August 11th, 2009 at 20:22 in drawings, dissociative identity disorder, incest. rape. child sexual abuse., red bike, tags in the title

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• Big grief. Burning. Blurry eyes. Bike.

  Posted on Monday August 10th, 2009 at 19:50 in dissociative identity disorder, incest. rape. child sexual abuse., red bike

  Today when I got on my bike I felt so bad- I keep going out when I actually feel like hurting myself. I know this is good- that I am biking instead of hurting myself- but it is almost amazing to me how bad I am feeling today and that I was able to g...

• On my bicycle near the airport. The past is history. I pedal on.

  Posted on Saturday August 8th, 2009 at 21:26 in lily, piece of the constellation, healing. holding on and letting go., red bike

  I have not written here in a few days. My last post was an image of my drawing from my art group therapy on Wednesday. Then I had my regular therapy with Dr. C on Thursday and then again on Friday. (Usually I have it on Monday's and Thursday's- but ...

• Art therapy bike painting #3.

  Posted on Wednesday August 5th, 2009 at 21:01 in drawings, incest, blue nail polish, red bike

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