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Balancing the Scales
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This blog is for anyone who wants to discuss eating issues, body image and self-esteem.
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Meet me at my new Blog
for reasons explained there, my new blog ishttp://ihatemyweightandmore.blogspot.comi won't be posting on this one for a while. i'll miss it and everyone who wrote to me.join me on the new one. it's quite the same (a little grittier) and a little mo...
Not Dieting
not dieting. well, i don't know what to write. it's such an alien concept -- i don't remember ever not dieting in some form in my 44 years.should i leave this page blank?no, i'm committed to -- not dieting, whatever that is. i really don't know. it...
Secrets
i haven't written in a few days -- the last post took it out of me.secrets are hard to tell. i don't like them. they feel ugly and shameful. i am such a verbal person and seemingly open, but secrets are embedded. do you know what i mean?so, i'm hol...
DRUGS
monday, i got Ambien from a doctor in my neighborhood. i didn't tell him i'm a recovering drug addict and alcoholic. i did not tell him i have a problem with prescription drugs, and my psychiatrist forbids controlled substances. i played really dum...
isn't it ironic?
i just finished reading Carrie Fisher's Wishful Dreaming. It got great reviews everywhere, but i'm disappointed.Fisher takes her issues with drugs, drinking and weight and makes self-deprecating jokes. I'm not a fan of dark humor when dealing with a...

