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broken whole - 6'6 Hollywood Circuit Boy

broken whole - 6'6 Hollywood Circuit Boy

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Thirty thousand view: sexy, smart, spiritual blog - real blog entries not consumed in a single bite. Plus sexy photos of guys et moi taken by moi.

In the summer of 2006, I went through a massive manic episode during which, before I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, I thought I was going to achieve great things with my life. (You have to read it to believe some of the things I thought and did!) Then in one truly awful three-day night of the soul, I was arrested by the LAPD, and locked in a psychiatric ER ward. I blogged throughout, and cover my gradual recovery, along with many of the other crazy things that happened along the way.

However, through hard experience comes growth. I wouldn't wish anybody to go through it, but I learned a lot about myself, and, surprisingly to me, it opened up to me thoughts about spirituality. Not that I believe in God, or some kind of mystical force, mind you. But my thoughts on this are discussed in blog, along with writing about living with bipolar disorder, my subjects include literature, cosmology, spirituality, human interaction, gay culture, body-image and mindfulness.

There are links to my book “Out of the Body” which I wrote about the whole experience, and how my life took me to that point; and also to my photography website (nature, art and homoerotic photographs.)

I'd welcome anybody to check it out, and leave comments. I write every day. Thanks for listening, and hope to see you on my blog!

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  • When I was Seven Years Old ...

    Posted on Saturday November 21st, 2009 at 13:57 in mania, depression, boyfriend, building a life

    When I was seven years oldIt was a very good yearIt was a very good year for small town boysWith hopes and dreamsAnd plentiful schemesIt seemed all was goldWhen I was seven years oldWhen I was in my teensThere were some very bad yearsThere were some ...

  • Zen and the art of Computer Coding - or - "Do you want fries with that?"

    Posted on Thursday November 19th, 2009 at 00:42 in humor, software development, conversation, The Mind, human relationships

    To non coders, a computer program seems almost like a work of magic: somehow, a collection of simple words - like DO WHEN CASE FOR UNTIL CONTINUE - in a computer file can be "run" and will do stuff. It takes an act of imagination in the coder's mind ...

  • Say, do you Play Basketball?

    Posted on Monday November 16th, 2009 at 16:41 in Society and Culture, height, human relationships

    I have to submit daily to three questions (unless I cower at home all day):How tall are you, like seven foot?Do you play basketball? What's the weather like up there?If I'm in a gay club, there's the additional: "Is everything in proportion?", or its...

  • -

    Posted on Sunday November 8th, 2009 at 15:21

    I never thought I'd see the day where I'd drive over to West Hollywood without doing my hair, a cap barely clinging to my head. (My head is, as with all other parts of my body, oversized, and most hats don't fit me.)When I learned, howeve...

  • A Quantum Deity

    Posted on Saturday November 7th, 2009 at 19:50 in God, Spirituality, physics, cosmology, quantum theory

    A little known fact about quantum mechanics is that it disproves God's omniscience. Now, we all know that a watched pot never boils. What does this have to do with God's omniscience? Well, did you also know that an unwatched electron doesn't really e...

  • Manic Panic

    Posted on Friday November 6th, 2009 at 18:20 in mania, book, blogging, publishing, self-image, human relationships

    I think it's possible the the people who are most wary around people with bipolar disorder, apart from those people - such as my boyfriend - who have previously got caught in the crossfire, are other people with bipolar disorder. You know what the co...

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This blog is currently rated a 4.67 out of a possible 5 based on 3 comments.

4 stars Gary

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Posted: July 13th, 2008 | Report This Comment

5 stars Jon

I came across your blog because I entered the words 'Trek blog'in the search engine.
I'm sorry to hear about your episode and about the depression and bipolar stuff.
It seems to me You have been through alot.It grieves me to imagine what this pain has driven You to do.
From my own experience I can tell You that stored demonized emotion has alot to do with mood swings and behavior.
I came out of homosexuality through an ex-gay ministry in New York called 'Life Ministry'which is a born again christian ministry devoted to healing and restoring people.
You can contact 'exodus ministries' in Orlando Florida if You want to get in touch with a ministry in your area(they'll refer You).But You seem to need supernatural healing so I'd like to ask you to consider becoming 'born again'.
Becoming 'born again' means to have a new spiritual identity and sets you off on a new life adventure where You'll be empowered by the Holy Spirit to defeat these strongholds in Your life and fufill God's intended purpose for your life.
Peace.

Posted: March 20th, 2008 | Report This Comment

jrice13

5 stars Jrayrice

Excellent blog!!

Please read mine!

Thanks!

Posted: March 14th, 2008 | More Reviews From jrice13 | Report This Comment

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