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Conceiving Insanity
http://conceivinginsanity.blogspot.com
My husband and I have been unsuccessfully trying to conceive for a year and a half and this blog is my therapy. It is a vehicle to share my thoughts, feelings, concerns and fertility journey. I have gained much insight and support from others blogs and hope that mine may help someone like me.
Recent Posts
Don\'t ask me the reason, God only knows why...
It's been a week since I last posted because I haven't felt like thinking about this stuff. It was hard enough to go through Thanksgiving without feeling sad or full of questions and I have to admit, there's a comforting lull...the quiet before...
But the fighter still remains...
This is all I know. I have cycled through the various stages of grief over the past few days (as evidenced by my last post). On top of everything else, AF reared her nasty little red head tonight. I suppose this is a good thing as s...
When darkness comes and pain is all around...
I'm angry. I'm so angry I can feel it seething into my skin.I'm sad. Every time I even think about the picture of our embies...what they could have been...I feel tears welling up in my eyes.I'm tired. I'm so exhausted after weeks an...
Everything put together, sooner or later falls apart...
According to my nurse, 'it is completely negative.' I'm devastated....
Yes, proof is the bottom line for everyone...
Tomorrow is the day. My Beta test is at 8:15 am. I'm taking the day off because either way it goes, I do NOT want to be at work. I'm anxious, nervous, hopeful, scared and in love...in love with my embies---hoping they are getting big and ...
Still crazy after all these years...
The past few days have been a roller coaster of emotions. I have been desperately searching for signs of symptoms. I've been waiting for this feeling to wash over me...that I would just know. On Monday night I broke down...hard. I told Mr...

