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I am a mother, a lover, a writer, a poet, and an artist of some strange sort. I am passionate, brutally honest, funny, crude, loyal and sincere. My life is an open book for all the world to read. I am who I am and nothing will change that. I am compelled
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Hello Again!!
Well it seems as if there is some renewed interest in this blog! I have received some e-mail request for my private blog and those invitations will be sent out this morning I promise. To some of my old readers who didn't follow me into my own private...
I'm Back...??? Maybe
Well the wounds of the family fall out are healing, but I am still at odds with myself about keeping this blog. It is almost impossible for a creative person to censor themselves, especially a mentally ill one who desperately needs an outlet for emot...
Last Entry
I have been trying to delete all my posts, but as there are over 300 it's going to take me a very long time, so I will just leave this up long enough for my regular readers to see be made aware that this blog is going to be deleted in a few days. I f...
Ok I put the damn thing up!
I put the damn Christmas tree up, and it's gorgeous. I have to thank Dee for her drunken cyber ass kickin' :0)~ She was right! I love ya girl.I am still struggling with the holidays though. You know, I realize it's not about 'things' and it shouldn't...
Goodbye Old Friend...
My heart is heavy this morning with the loss of someone who has been in my life since I was a teen. She was my Algebra teacher in high school, a parish member of my church, a neighbor, and most recently we saw each other every morning as we shared ca...
Painting the Canvas
Well I scraped up some money from my sewing ventures (I forgot I had tucked some of that away) and I am definitely planning a new tattoo in addition to my piercing this weekend. I know, I know, some of you reading this are thinking "why? why? why?". ...
Through the Eyes of Babes
There truly is nothing more beautiful than seeing the first snow of the season through the eyes of toddlers. I nearly wept today as my boys and I discovered it was snowing outside. We stood and watched for so long and marveled at the plump fluffy fl...
Learning to Cry
You know that song my Tom Petty "Learning to Fly"...well it seems I am learning to cry. Since all of this has happened to me, I find myself being much more emotional. I cry at TV shows, I cry out of happiness, I cry from songs constantly, and I even ...
Well Shit.....
I have been waiting on the results of my MRI (for headaches) thinking they would call anytime and say 'it's all in your head' LOL...no pun intended. No call...no call...Finally I call them...nurse checks with doctor calls me back and says:"Dr. so and...
Express Yourself.....
So I have a little secret. For years and years I have wanted to do something that I couldn't do because I was a bank employee. Even after I had my kids I still worked on Saturdays part time. I am now no longer a bank employee and I am thinking that I...
Blah blah blah
I couldn't bring myself to blog yesterday because I was so upset and down and worried about shit I was afraid writing it all down would just make it worse. Today I feel more able to vent....hopefully it doesn't trigger a bad day.I went to the psychi...
The Psych Ward Part 2....The 3 West Posse
Well after spilling all my info to a very friendly nurse who covered everything from my last toothache to my last suicidal thought, I was left to settle in. Honestly they make your room as un-cozy as possible. The bed is comfy but the room is bare.....
Lost and Found....
So many of you have been worried about me, wondering where I have gone or why I am not blogging. I'll just give it to you straight, I have been taking a 6 day respite in my local psychiatric unit. Last Tuesday became more than I could bear, with tho...
Enough is Enough
I am still struggling, but trying desperately to push myself out of this hole. I have suffered some heartaches recently, the most difficult is the loss of a friendship that has been long standing. I am not certain it is 'lost' but it has certainly ch...
Scams and Cures
As many of you have probably figured out, I am closing my daycare. It was a difficult decision but certainly better for my health to reduce stress. Now I am looking for ways to make money from home. God God Almighty there are a lot of scams out there...
Hunting
Well I have found myself in search of online freelance writing jobs this evening. It's amazing what you can find on Craigslist. I have submitted resumes for 'resume writer' 'ad reviewer' and an 'audio transcriber'. All of these jobs I can do from ho...
