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How's My Little Baby Maker?
http://howsmylittlebabymaker.blogspot.com/
The ridiculousness of trying to make a baby while dealing with recurrent pregnancy loss. This blog is both brutally honest and vulgar, and spares no detail about sex, pregnancy, Dr.'s, and loss when trying to start a family. Sometimes things are so bad, they're almost comical.
Recent Posts
Is that nausea or fear?
I've been trying so hard to be positive over the last few days. I've only taken my temperature once to see that it was still high (that's amazing in my book!), and I haven't taken a single HPT since my blood test.I've sat in bed the last few days wit...
I suppose I should update you on the medical stuff too
FYI -My betas yesterday were 74 at 12 DPO. I have to go for another beta on Tuesday morning. If that looks all right, then they do an u/s to check for a sack and later, another u/s to check for a heartbeat. WHEN I make it to that point (staying posit...
Positively Overwhelmed
I just have to say this before I go to bed...I started to write this blog because I needed to vent, but also because I wanted people to know what this was like. I wanted to connect to people with similar stories and help if possible - to try and make...
It was postive. And then I cried.
I think I swallowed a brick. My stomach is heavy with terror. I'm almost wordless today, in awe and in fear of what my body might do next. So, I'll just leave my readers with these words and a video:My uterus needs all the prayers, chants, meditation...
Well, I should know better by now.
Took another HPT last night, and one more this morning (After successfully lying awake in bed for 5.5 hrs to hold my pee), and the best I can say is... I don't know. The line is so faint that I'm the only one that can see it, which probably means tha...
The ridiculousness of the 2WW
This morning. 10 DPO.2 am - I'm laying in bed, needing to pee. I didn't want to get up and pee, like I usually do, because I wanted to concentrate my urine so that I could take an HPT this morning.3 am - After an hour of not sleeping, I decided that ...

