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I HATE TO WEIGHT AND MORE
http://ihatetoweightandmore.blogspot.com
this blog discusses my struggles with eating disorders, alcoholism, drugs and more. i'm in recovery, but it's all worthy talking about, isn't it?!
Recent Posts
When Size 4 is Too Big
"When Size 4 is too Big: A Curvy Model's Struggle to Fit In" -- is the title of an article about model Lara Stone in January's Vogue. It begins, "when you're a model, nobody calls you fat. 'What they're saying is curvy, but you know they mean fat'," ...
Applications
i'm supposed to be filling out grad school applications. as you can see, that's not what i'm doing. i've cleaned my apartment, flat-ironed my hair again AND paid some bills, BUT i have not looked at ONE application.what's the procrastination? well, d...
My Niece\'s Body
if you've read earlier posts, you know that my niece,Jenny, is 14 and the apple of my eye. as she hit puberty, she gained some weight (normal, right?) until, according to my sister Molly, her mother, she was 5'4 and 137. Molly actually whispered this...
gratitude
i am grumpy. life on the road is getting to moi! i'm disgruntled that i left in such good shape and some of it gets torn down while traveling with the family.i'm sure others can appreciate regression around family. i've come so far, but you'd never ...
kate moss and me
when kate moss said, "nothing tastes as good as skinny looks", it pushed some deeply embedded buttons."ooooh, she's right. look how disciplined she is", swooned my ED. "if kate moss can starve, why can't i?," ED asked, eating his heart out.here's th...
the Flu and my ED
anyone else feeling achey? aaargh, i have an all-day flight tomorrow. AND i am the worst sick person. i am sick; hear me whine.feeling under the weather scares me. it's weird. i think a part of the fear circles around my ED. it's hard to connect with...

