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Sickness may take my body,and my mind, but not my spirit. My journey with Adult ADD/ADHD, OCD, Anxiety/Panic Disorder, & Depression.
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How I'm Doing
Not good....Considering going off of medication. I don't want to be this way forever!!! I can't tell if I was happier off of meds than on. But, I know it was different. I had more energy, I was always...
The Results Are In....
I officially weight...120lbs.I don't know how I did it!I promise you, it wasn't on purpose!!!I make extra effort to only eat junk!!!My pdoc said that maybe I should start thinking about changing my me...
The Dangers of ADHD
I don't mind that I have ADHD...actually, I think I prefer this illness to others, and I couldn't imagine not having it. The diagnosis was the best part of it. Knowing that it wasn't just "ME" was a h...
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Yeah, I know, it's been a minute since I've posted. I have no "real" reason as to why I haven't posted. I guess I've been busy enjoying my mind. I'm still blogging in my head....a little annoying, but...
Aaaaahhhhhh!!!!!
I feel like a part of my life has been given back! I haven't felt this good about myself, or anything else for that matter, since last yeah. Amazing what the RIGHT meds can do for a person's life and ...
CONCERTA HEAVEN!!!
AFTER FIGHTING AND A LOT OF SPAZZING....I FINALLY GOT IT!I AM IN CONCERTA HEAVEN...SORTA!So, here's the deal....they gave me 36 mg of Concerta. I should be on 45 mg, but my pdoc said if I take the 36 ...
Tight!!
But, not really...Pastor says "expectation leads to disappointment". Boy, was he right on the money with that!Why did I expect my tdoc to have my meds today?!-Because she said she would?-Because we sc...
Honesty!
One can not afford to be mentally ill and completely honest at the same time. You have to be extremely cautious, and understand the possible consequences.As "brilliant" as I am, I decided to break dow...
Short One
I figured I'd give you a quicky.I'm doing ok, considering I keep forgetting to take my meds. I'm up & down & all around. Of course, I'll never admit this to my p/tdoc. As far as their concerned, I'm d...
A World of My Own
It's so sad that I can't really explain to anyone, including my p/tdoc's exactly how I feel. I can tell them, but you'll never really know what I'm talking about unless you've walked a few feet in my ...
I Do It To Myself
I've been off meds for a little while now. I mean consistently off of them. The only thing I've been making an effort to take is my sleepy time meds. Why? Because, I'm still not sleeping. For a while ...
Frustration
I'm laying down on my bed, making my best attempt to relax. I'm in the middle of a HUGE ANXIETY ATTACK!!!My body is numb, but my heart is racing and it feels like my body is trying to turn itself insi...
Not much to report here. Ok, maybe that's not the ...
Not much to report here. Ok, maybe that's not the complete truth....I took myself of meds until my next p/tdoc appt. Why? Because I feel like my skin is attacking me. And I honestly believe it's from ...
I look at my dresser and get pissed by the amount ...
I look at my dresser and get pissed by the amount of prescription pill bottles that I have. Granted there are a few that I got recently that are just refills, but still...it amounts to alot. All it ma...
Transparency
Transparency isn't something that the world is ready for. I've tried to be very upfront about who I am, and my difficulties, but I've found that the world just isn't ready for it.I made the mistake of...
Why?
It seems as if no matter what I do, I can't focus! I want to, and I try so hard, I even get up early to take my meds..to no avail.One thinking I've noticed was taking a break from therapy is not an op...
Update For My Holder-ers
I wanted to wait until the end of the week to give you an update, but I'm bored, and a little proud of myself. So, I figured, it wouldn't hurt to write 2 posts.*I've been taking my meds since seeing m...
Up Early
I'm, normally, NEVER awake this early in the morning. Even if it's a freak coincidence that I am awake, I'm normally exhausted.But, not today!! I've been awake since 5am, and I feel good!What's the di...
Home!
I decided to finally make my way back to NYC. I got home this afternoon and immediately took a Trazadone. Why? I have no reason really. It just seemed like the right thing to do. I didn't even bother ...
Where I've Been
I've been around...just not around here. Actually, I went out of town. There is no excuse for me not blogging because I brought my computer with me. My consistantcy with everything has been off. I'm b...
Ritalin LA
The mess doesn't work for me!I took it yesterday and it didn't help at all!I waited until Sunday to take it because I knew that would be the one sure way I could tell whether or not it worked.So, I wo...