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My Weekend
Hmmmm, so my weekend was pretty low key, hung out with the guy I had met the previous weekend for a bit, very nice guy. I had left my phone charger at work on Friday, so I wasn't even logged into twi...
In The Middle
I have never actually looked at the lyrics to In The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. It was on the radio earlier today and it piqued my interest. Actually, within its tween pop shell, I found words that ...
Take A Look, I Wrote A Book!
When I stop and take stock in my emotional life, I feel caught in this catch-22 I like to call the mobius stip of being me which breaks down into 3 very basic steps. 1st step, Acceptance: In order to...
Monkey On A Branch
Well, the friend and I are patching things up. It is pretty much a pet peeves thing that wasn't just addressed and it festered into something bigger than it is. Basically it always breaks down to a ...
Deer In The Headlights
Friday night I had an epiphany. I have talked about trying to find my path, but I realized that it isn't a path I am looking for, it is the comfort of a "family" and honestly thought I had found it u...
I Am Excited
Ok so I've been to a couple Pride parades back in my hometown in MT and even a few events (I have a friend who is a performing Drag Queen). Last year, I went to my first "big city" Pride parade. I...
OUT at the Park July 11Th 2008
Here is the link for more info!Out at the ParkHere is a pic from last year! (Thanks y|o|y!)And the choir singing!GO PADRES!!!!!!...
Where Is The Yellow Brick Road?
There are times in our lives, usually when we are single as gay men,that we tend to ask "What is my purpose?".I have skirted around the subject many times, but someone I know has been asking himself t...
Zygote of Flirting All Grown Up.
When you were a kid, or even possible still, did you ever just stare at someone until they looked and you quickly look away until they looked away and you would resume staring? I use to do this to my...
Ruminations
I have a lot of things going on in my head right now. I have a tendency to overthink things, but I am really only waiting for one thing I have asked for to happen. I haven't stopped moving forward wit...
Yet Another Peek Into My Soul
"Fear is the opportunity for courage, not proof of cowardice."-- John McCain"Pain nourishes courage. You can't be brave if you've only had wonderful things happen to you." -- Mary Tyler Moore"Courage ...
Pride and June 17th
"Not like the brazen giant of Greek fame,With conquering limbs astride from land to land;Here at our sea-washed, sunset gates shall standA mighty woman with a torch, whose flameIs the imprisoned light...
Familiar Strangers In A Comfortable Setting
"The person who will risk nothing does nothing, has nothing, is nothing. Only a person who risks becomes truly free." -- Denis Waitley"Dare to risk public criticism." -- Mary Kay Ash"Twenty years from...
Growly Bear Day
I am not depressed, just a bunch of small things came together lately along with a day of not feeling 100% and it made me miss some people who made me smile. I was a growly bear yesterday, and I still...
The Dark Side
Options are kind of like stars, in the peripheral, you see thousands, but when you try to look and track one down, you can't seem to find it. I need to step back, clear my mind, and stop looking so ...
Break
I need to take some time for myself. It may be a day, it may be a week, I don't know. I will return with a smile and the usual goodness!...
A to Z
A - ADVOCATE FOR: Environment, animals, hunger, my friendsB - BEST FEATURE: I would say my EyesC - COULD DO WITHOUT: Dishonesty, poor self image, fake people, mean peopleD - DREAMS & DESIRES: ...
Looking For Some Heart Spakle
So yesterday, I posted about my friends and how much I do love them. They are great! Today, I am gonna go a little deeper. From the first time you are truly loved and loving someone, it fills someth...
For He Who Dies...
As I sit here this morning trying to find motivation at work jammin to Angie Stone & Annie Lennox on my iPod and catching up on some blogs via Google Reader, I have come up with an A.A.D.D. blog p...
Contentment
Definition: feeling or showing satisfaction with one's possessions, status, or situation "True contentment comes with empathy. ""Not that I speak from want, for I have learned to be content in whateve...
PRIDE
it's made up of lonely momentsthere was always a moment there when i knewyou always gave installmentsalways knew you concentrated and grewand i believe in reinventiondo you believe that life is holdin...
Family Secrets
After my father passed 21 years ago, my mother decided to move out of the house I had grown up in. While cleaning out the garage for said move, I came across his box/stash of porn. Being a horny 12 ...
My Weekend & Some Humble Pie
Friday: My work closed down at 2, so I talked to MF about going and grabbing a beer later that afternoon. We went to Urban Mo's for their happy hour (3-6) to grab a small bite to eat and have some bee...
Yep, having one of those days!
My Weekend Plans
The Face That Stares Back
The last sober fight I was in, was in grade school. Every physical fight and a majority of arguments I have been in with acquaintances, friends, and partners have been tainted with alcohol consumption...
All You Need Is Love
Last night, MF, myself, and 2 friends watched Across the Universe. MF had seen it at the theater, but for the rest of us, this was a first viewing. 3 letters, OMG!**WARNING**If you don't like musica...
A Friend's Journey
I don't have all the answers, nor will I ever say I do. I have mentioned before, that a lot of life should not dedicated to finding answers, but to finding better questions. "Judge others by the...
Dear Friends
I love when you make me laugh, maybe not always on the outside, but my smiles are a roar on the inside.When you smile with your eyes, you warm my heart, and make me feel like there is no horrible worl...
Ponderings
A couple Friday's ago I went out with MF to meet up with some friends and have a few drinks. It had been a weird and really long week and I wanted to drink vodka. I haven't drank vodka in a LONG time...