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life with mental illness
http://pleasemakeitstop-ztnap.blogspot.com
this blog is about me dealing with a mental illness. and how it effects my everyday life.
- Added on: Sep 15th, 2009
- Country: United States
- Language: English
Recent Posts
right now
right now I am really down. I am in a lot of pain. I feel horible. I dont know what to do. I just feel worthless. Will this ever end? It feels like nobody understands what I am going through. That it is constant all the time pain. That it doesnt go a...
hate
i hate myself. i was having such a good day. i went swimming i went to theropy. i went out to eat with my parents. and then my husband didnt tell me that they were putting in new blinds in our apartment so i couldnt go home. but i was already home! i...
sick
so i have H1N1 and other things. i feel really sick. and wheni feel sick i get more anxious. i hate this feeling. like nothing is getting better. i cant breathe. and i cant do anything abotu it. i cant swim for sure now beacuse i am too sick. i wish ...
wow its been long
well im sick. im not sure what i have. but when i get sick my symptoms increase. i feel like i am going to explode with anger. has anyone ever felt like that? its like i have nothing to be angry at just myself. i hate myself so much. ive been cutting...
when will it stop?
gosh it hurts so much. i want to die so bad. i have still not talked to my husband since our fight. he doesn't care about me. after we fought he fell asleep right away. he didn't even stay up to make up i went out there 15 minutes later and he was as...
Mondays
AH! i hate Mondays. i hate Sundays because i dread Mondays. i feel so horrible. i have nothing to wear tomorrow. i hate it. i wish i could just be my old size. i hate my body so much. like each part that i hate hurts. i wish i could just cut my fat o...
