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Livedtotell.com

http://livedtotell.com

34 year old Mother of two living with panic disorder and depression while trying not to lose her sense of humor, or her mind.

• Added on: Oct 29th, 2007
• Country: United States
• Language: English

• Author: Tammy
• Listed in: Personal Family
• Tags: family depression kids love marriage Current Events

Recent Posts

• Seeking Moments of Bliss

  Posted on Wednesday November 18th, 2009 at 14:23 in family, depression, kids, food, alcoholism, hunger, anger, joy, Main, drug addiction, goats, bliss

  Matilda My mom got a goat, and I spent a glorious day over there last Thursday preparing her chicken coop for winter. I may or may not have stopped numerous times to cuddle said goat.  Just between you and me, I think this goat loves me best of...

• Ten Minutes On The Train: An Exercise In Words

  Posted on Thursday October 29th, 2009 at 01:19 in Main

  I sit amongst tended gardens long black silk dress draped just so as I look over my shoulder at the climbing clematis the candied roses all in bloom for me my house stands strong creeping ivy covering the stones the moat has been removed so that no o...

• This Is Not About Me At All

  Posted on Tuesday October 27th, 2009 at 22:53 in family, depression, love, work, death, memories, Main, here and now

  Last week I found out that one of my former coworkers had committed suicide.  I went through this whole range of emotions. He was only 25. I had been planning on calling him to wish him a Happy Birthday as it’s just days away, but that day wil...

• They All Grew Tired of Apples

  Posted on Thursday October 15th, 2009 at 07:42 in family, depression, kids, love, work, marriage, food, Main, here and now

  I have been trying to write here, but I can’t seem to finish anything. I set my standards too high and then get disappointed when I can’t make the words dance the steps I choreographed. I have decided to listen to Thursday and Jean and th...

• Balance

  Posted on Tuesday September 22nd, 2009 at 18:59 in family, kids, work, parenting, marriage, SAHM, food, teens, self esteem, oregon, working, loneliness

  Damn, I had forgotten how isolated and depressed I can feel being a stay at home mom. I am reminded of when I was pregnant with Nathan; I was the lead party chef supervising a small group of women on the graveyard shift. They were always kind to me, ...

• A Bit Better

  Posted on Thursday September 3rd, 2009 at 18:43 in family, depression, kids, love, work, panic, here and now

  Thanks everyone. You are wonderful, all of you. I am feeling better. There was only the option of going even lower than I was when I wrote that last post, and I’ve been there and hope to never return, or getting better, and I managed to pull my...

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