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Retreating
When I first found the ALI community, I thought what an amazing group of people: open, caring and strong. I want to be a part of that group!* But wait, I’m not an infertile, I haven’t suffered a loss, I’m not trying to adopt ...
Before I Knew For Sure
I’ve been reflecting on the things I was doing before I knew the heart stopped beating: That day I met Fabulous D and the twins at the mall I had a live being growing inside me. Halloween night passing out candy what I had inside me was not liv...
Small Good Things
I copied this post idea from Gwinne. I hope she doesn’t mind. Drinking lots of coffee. With artificial sweetener. Leftover Halloween candy. “The Ellen DeGeneres Show”. Silliness to make me laugh, generosity to make me cry. ...
Gone
This post is hard to write. I had my 9 week ultrasound this morning that I pushed for because deep down I knew something was wrong. I was right and the baby was measuring only 7 weeks. The beautiful heartbeat I saw at 6 weeks and at 7 weeks stoppe...
So I Said Something!
Yep, I said something to the co-worker. I tried to let it go and thought maybe I would but if the opportunity came up to say something, I knew I would take it. We were chatting today at work and she was talking about a friend of hers who has a four...
Quick Clarification Post
I can see from a couple of comments on my last post, it appears I was unhappy with my dentist yesterday. I wasn’t. It was actually a nice visit! I got to share my news (no xrays!), it was a beautiful day and both the hygienist and the dentis...

