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Ms. Perfection Bares All
http://msperfectionbaresall.blogspot.com/
This is an active log of my experiences facing a past that I have long tried to forget. I am a 29 year old survivor of emotional, verbal, physical, and sexual abuse. I had my first abortion at 17, raped at 21, and another abortion at 27 years old. I was an alcohol abuser and drug user throughout my late teens and twenties. I have a story to share... a story that I hope reaches others who have either been a victim themselves, or know someone who has.
Recent Posts
I Wish I Remembered... a poem to you baby...
This was a poem I wrote after my second abortion... Regret sank in almost immediately, but it was too late.I wish I remembered your sleepy eyes...Staring at me in wonder and amazementFixated on my gentle smile so wiseMy loving gaze erased tears' torm...
If Only I Learned the First Time
Many of you have already read Counseling Shmounseling where I tell the story of my first abortion at 17... And if you read my profile or my first blog A Simple Introduction to Ms. Perfection, then you know this was only one of two babies I aborted.Fi...
The Aftermath of Angry Letters
Find me also on http://msperfectionbaresall.xanga.com/ where I have more followers. I may be transitioning completely to Xanga.Psalm 25:16 "Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted."So when they tell you to write angry le...
Dear Daddy...
A piece that I wrote to express my feelings about my dad...Dear Daddy… I remember the warm sunlit, summer days we sat on the cement porch steps listening to the grasshoppers sing as the sky turned a violet haze. I remember your warmth as your...
Quiet vs. chaos...
I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday... for the 6th time... wait, maybe 7th? This is my typical M.O. Breakup over and over and over again until you get numb to the idea. I cried when I did it... but I haven't cried all day. ...
Counseling, Shmounseling!
"This is your FIRST time going to counseling? (insert quiet laugh here)...", says the Support Group Guru. What kind of reaction is that when you finally decide to attend a support group after 29 years and share your abusive past?!?! Monda...

