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Musings of a Wannabe Mommy
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It seems that all the struggling-to-conceive blogs out there are hosted by women who've overcome their infertility (i.e, have gotten pregnant). Well, I'm not there yet. Here's hoping that once I drink the Blog-aid that the same thing will happen for me.
Recent Posts
Warning: Cranky, Bitchy Post Ahead
Today is cycle day 1. Now for me right now, CD1 carries with it no hopeful RE appointments, no new fertility drugs, and no ultasound viewings. CD1 is just what it is: a day full of cramps and crankiness and not-pregnantness and tampon-changing. Sorry...
"Mom" is another word for Love
Life has been so crazy for me lately, I haven't paid much attention to the poor little blog. And now, woah... ICLW is here. Now I know you all aren't exactly waiting around with baited breath to read what WannabeMommy has to say, but it is about time...
Follow-Up
Today we had our follow-up appointment with the R.E. Terrified I'd crumble into a blubbering mess, I was actually quite proud of myself when I only required one tissue.Luckily, the meeting didn't turn into a finger-pointing melee like it had with the...
Grieving
When I got my news, I couldn't wait to get off the phone with that goddamn nurse and cry my eyes out. She blabbed on for what seemed to be hours as my face slowly turned red and my eyes welled up. The second thing I did, after bawling like a child, w...
BFN
All I can is that I'm totally deflated and heartbroken right now. I feel like I can't even trust my own intuitions anymore. What's left when you don't have that?Oh yah, and now the doc says I have endometriosis....
All good things come in threes.
On Tuesday I had 3 lively, perfect little embryos deposited into my uterus. I picture them there now, bouncing off of each other, their cells multiplying like crazy, deciding exactly where the perfect spot in my womb is to nestle in for a nice 9-mont...

