Recent Posts Tagged With 'infertility'

• Regrouping... again

  Posted on Wednesday December 30th, 2009 at 16:24 in infertility, anger, angry, random mutterings, babies die, my baby is dead, my tubes are shot

  Or at least attempting to. I feel like that is what my life has become, setback after setback requiring us to regroup based on the universe's rules. Well you know what. I am pretty tired of it really. The utter irony of learning this week that my tub...

• Hysterosalpingogram

  Posted on Monday December 28th, 2009 at 09:39 in infertility, secondary infertility

  Off to my Hysterosalpingogram. What should I be hoping for here? I guess that they find my tubes open and functioning, and count out damage from the c-section to my uterus, yes, that would be good. I am nervous that they will find something in t...

• Mish Mosh

  Posted on Wednesday December 9th, 2009 at 10:21 in holidays, infertility, hope, random mutterings, secondary infertility, doing good in her name

  First, I must apologize to my dear bloggy friends. I have fallen a bit behind in my reading. We are in the process of trying to fight infertility, deal with this loss, adopt a sweet puppy, receive items for www.doinggoodinhername.com, welcome a ...

• Kicked While I Am Down

  Posted on Monday October 19th, 2009 at 15:07 in infertility, anger, injustice, future children

  "Do you feel emotionally ready for this?"My doctor posed this question this morning, and all I could do was look at her, mouth agape, unable to answer.There is no denying it. I am an emotional mess. I have been since Peyton died. I am grieving and su...

• Shock and Awe

  Posted on Wednesday October 14th, 2009 at 23:01 in infertility, anger, infant loss, random mutterings, babies die, overwhelmed and frustrated, my baby is dead

  I remember in the early days of the Iraq War hearing alot about "Shock and Awe," the practice of overwhelming the enemy with force rapidly as a means to stun them into submission and break their will. I think that is where I am tonight, in the "Shock...