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Moping, Coping and Hoping through the loss of my only child to Leukemia.
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My 1st Blog Giveaway, PTSD, & Mels Show & Tell
I was going to save my first blog giveaway to mark my 100th post, I am somewhere around 85, but then I found something so precious and timely that I just couldn't keep it to myself. More on that to come later on in this post. Today's Show &...
A new dawn. An old reality.
A new day has dawned,and with it a fresh start.A blank canvas allowing for countless opportunities.But you, my child.You lay still below the earth,as you did yesterday,and the day before that,and the year before that.Thirteen months of mornings have ...
A Question, No Answer
"Do you have any children?" I hate this question and even more so, my inablility to answer it. Maybe I had been naive to it, or just hadn't noticed the weight that these words could hold. Maybe they had elicited different feelings in the past, brin...
Roses
The roses sit atop her therein fields of green where wildflowers bloom, So pink and delicate and fair they stand brave soldiers at her tomb. To watch o’er her and company keep as she lays just below the earth, A cruel and unjust game of odds ...
9 Months In Womb, 9 Months In Tomb
How ironic that I should no sooner post my writing on feeling numb, on having lost my tears, on my disconnect from emotion this morning, to only be sent back to that bitter sobbing abyss this afternoon. I don't know what brought it on, perhaps the fa...
There Is No Shortage Of Grief In This World
The odds of a child being born with infant ALL w/ MLL rearrangement as Peyton was fall somewhere in the ballpark of 1 in 5 million. As new parents facing down such overwhelming statistics it was, and at times still is very easy to feel alone; like t...
