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Day-to-day life of a college student. Love, loss, boring job, random bits of philosophy, and school. My fifth year of keeping this journal, updated (almost) daily (if not more).

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  • My heart is freaking out

    Posted on Tuesday December 8th, 2009 at 10:33 in depression, stress, teeth, jon

    Well, it kind of looks like there's an abscess forming above my tooth. I am so sick of dealing with this. It feels like my days are just one big anxiety attack. Work kind of lets me take my mind off of it, but the minute I come home I start to wor...

  • latent

    Posted on Sunday December 6th, 2009 at 00:47 in relationship, matt, dream, jon

    I had a dream about Matt. He put on weight, and I joked with him, and was totally out of his league. It was fabulous. It was all set just before sunrise, and there were mountain lions and other large felines all over the place. Sigh. I do wish i...

  • I can make it...

    Posted on Thursday December 3rd, 2009 at 23:35 in diet, relationship, Lonely, sadness, jon, bad point

    I'm in a weird place. I do need time to think about this. He suggested a week apart while he collects this batch of data and I study for finals. I don't want to break up. But I'm unhappy. I can't even talk to him, because I don't want to upset h...

  • I\'ve played this game before, and I don\'t like it

    Posted on Wednesday December 2nd, 2009 at 10:01 in future, darling, jon

    I don't know if I can deal with this again. The thing with Darling still hurts SO bad. And then Jon talks about how excited he is to work for the company in San Diego, how his advisor will support him. I feel the same pain radiate from my heart to...

  • the mirror

    Posted on Tuesday December 1st, 2009 at 17:10 in diet, rave, roommate

    Darn it, the roommate from my basement moved in across the hall. She's a nice girl, but I was hoping for a guy. Then I could be loud, and I could be understanding when he's loud, and we could have out little 'upstairs peeps' club. God, I'm a lot m...

  • Hooray!

    Posted on Monday November 30th, 2009 at 14:11 in school, random, rave, jon

    I got most of the my stuff for the rave (everything but 1 thing)! I'm going for a white/light blue color theme. Even though it's supposed to be random, and chaotic, that's what you get from a Virgo moon...lol. I'm excited Jonathan is going with me...

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