Blog Detail
Psychotic Thoughts
http://thevoiceofrachel.wordpress.com/
A personal blog which describes my life including the effects and experience of hearing voices has on it alongside discussions of other things that matter to me at the time. It covers all aspects of my life so can be adult at times.
- Added on: May 7th, 2009
- Country: United Kingdom
- Language: English
- Author: Rachel
- Listed in: Personal Health
- Tags: bipolar disorder schizophrenia psychosis isolation self harm voice hearing
Recent Posts
A Bitching Post
I spent the night with R. It’s odd that that’s something I used to be completely unable to do. I hope this doesn’t turn in to a bitching post but he’s beginning to annoy me more and more. Sex is all about him and he really...
Revealing Myself
Today I had a psychotherapy assessment. It was odd in that I found myself revealing more than I expected. I seemed to get on well with the assessor but I guess they’re trained to put you at ease. I think it could be helpful if everything ...
Love and Fear
R and I have now been having a relationship for a couple of months. It’s not real and that’s my fault. He seemed to be getting moody and annoyed around me and I was terrified of losing my one friend so I gave him what he claimed he wa...
It’s been a while…
It’s been a while since I last wrote anything here. Things haven’t changed a lot. I’m currently under the crisis team (again). I took a paracetamol overdose on Monday. I had no other drugs as the crisis team have them. At ...
A Return
It’s been a while since I last posted. A few things have happened and they haven’t helped my mental health. Firstly, the council have written to me telling me that I’m not actually entitled to housing benefit so they’ve stop...
Guilt and Fear
At the moment I have an overwhelming feeling of guilt. It’s an odd sensation as I don’t think I feel guilty about anything in particular other than my existence. I feel guilty for taking up space and resources. I feel guilty for bei...
