Recent Posts Tagged With 'Personal'

• Learning More Every Day

  Posted on Tuesday June 2nd, 2009 at 12:49 in Personal

  When I was in my late teens I dated a married man. Now, before all the naysayers say that it's wrong, I actually can defend (partially) my decision to pursue him.See, J and I met online. Funnily enough, his parents were my neighbor. He was in his ear...

• That Kind of Sex.. You know, "THAT KIND".

  Posted on Monday June 1st, 2009 at 00:16 in Personal

  I've been all over the place lately. I haven't had time for my husband and he hasn't had any time for me yet last night.. we found time for each other and I'm glad we did.I didn't expect much. Usually, it sucks. I can be honest; he hasn't been passio...

• Fucking Crazy

  Posted on Tuesday May 26th, 2009 at 02:39 in Personal

  My life has been absolutely INSANE. I've worked like a mad woman and I finally have some much deserved time off. It was supposed to be all of last week but they begged me at the last minute to work because we had a very important guest staying at the...

• I'm not brave

  Posted on Wednesday May 20th, 2009 at 10:08 in Personal

  I've wanted to be brave but I'm not really all that brave. Yes, I've jumped out of a plane at 20,000 feet. Yes, I dove off the side of a bridge with nothing attached but an elastic cord. And yes, I prevented my husband and I from being mugged a few y...

• Why?

  Posted on Sunday May 3rd, 2009 at 03:53 in Personal

  So I had a doctor's appointment, just to check my thyroid levels and get a referral over to Gyno because Aunt Flo has gone UA yet again!Doc: Why would you like a referral to see someone over at gynecology?Me: Infertility and because I haven't had my ...

• Celebrities, hookers, and overdoses

  Posted on Tuesday April 14th, 2009 at 16:28 in life, Personal, the hotel

  So this is my 2nd week on the job... and I have to say, I already have some fucking awesome stories. Unfortunately, I signed a contract that said I wouldn't divulge any information about my guests or my hotel so I'm going to tread carefully.We had a ...

• Change

  Posted on Wednesday April 8th, 2009 at 12:15 in life, Personal

  Yes, my life is going through a change. Is it a good one? I'm not sure... but I need it. I need to be revived. I've been living in a haze for so long.Today I looked at my life as I got up and ready for work. This is my first week and already, I don't...

• Hope

  Posted on Saturday April 4th, 2009 at 22:42 in Personal, Rant

  I have this annoying thing called "hope"... I get it when I least expect it and least desire to have it. I'm a brooding person though many would say I'm constantly positive and upbeat.. I don't know who the hell they're referring to when they say tha...

• Selfish

  Posted on Monday March 30th, 2009 at 03:04 in Personal, marriage

  We fought today, we fight a lot lately and I thought we would have somehow resolved some of the issues plaguing us but obviously, we haven't... and there are more issues there than I thought.What prompted me giving him the silent treatment and him sl...

• Pegging

  Posted on Wednesday March 25th, 2009 at 00:39 in Personal, marriage

  I can't even begin to describe how awkward it was for us afterward. I admit, I had that brief fleeting thought of, "will he think about what it would be like to have sex with a man now?" He wouldn't make eye contact with me. I thought we were more ev...

• Aunt Flo

  Posted on Saturday February 28th, 2009 at 21:14 in Personal, PCOS, infertility

  ...has arrived!This is a big deal in my house as my last cycle was September 20th, 2008. I've been putting off going to the doctor's to find out why it hasn't come after doing everything I should have (birth control) because of my cancer scare last y...

• Miscarriage

  Posted on Friday February 27th, 2009 at 17:22 in relationships, life, Personal, marriage, pregnancy, infertility

  How do you survive when you lose a child? When you bank on a pregnancy and think, "this is it, this is my chance to be a mother to a new little baby!" It's hard, either you deal with it and deal with the pain, grief, and sheer hatred of the body tha...

• Days as a Web Domme 2

  Posted on Friday February 6th, 2009 at 18:00 in Personal, pictures, bdsm, web domme

  Anonymity is the most important thing to maintain- fuck dignity and propriety, the only thing I care about keeping is my name. When dealing as a Web Domme you come across a lot of tribute whores... the guys that like to give, these guys are my absolu...

• I'm late...

  Posted on Tuesday November 25th, 2008 at 13:22 in Personal, pregnancy, PCOS

  Having PCOS my periods are wildly irregular, however, for the past 3 months they've been coming on the same day (the 20th). The funny thing is, before I got pregnant with my son my periods would start on the 20th. I think some moon Goddess up there i...

• There's not a lot of Fucking when you're Fighting...

  Posted on Friday November 21st, 2008 at 00:35 in relationships, Personal, marriage, pregnancy

  Things have been tense over here. These last few days have really tried my patience, and I've realized thatI'm pretty damn impatient. Yesterday I tested, negative. I cried, he said nothing, and we just sat there staring straight ahead like "goddamn i...