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Straight to the Closet
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Coming Out: Husband, Father, and Gay
A personal blog about the journey from the closet to an uncertain future. There is a life for you out there.
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Perfect chemistry - Poison denial
I studied him as he sat at his desk in my life science class.His butt rested on the very front edge of his seat and his shoulders against the top edge of his chair. His long legs stuck out so they were underneath the desk in front of him. His eyes we...
The game.
All the passionate music I loved.All my books, poems, and stories.Every image projected onto a screen,or beamed inside my home.All great men and women in history. Every President. Every soldier. Every doctor. ...
The dance.
Every night I prayed that I'd wake up in the morning and just be normal.I'd think and feel the same way other guys did,and think about girls the way they did.I would finally be able talk to them about things and not have to lie, or feel like I had to...
Illusion and Desire.
I pursued what I desired with such conviction,though it was impossible attain.In the end;I would never be able to touch it,and truly comprehend the sensation.Could not immerse myself in it,and experience any degree of comfort.Or consume it,and ever q...
No love allowed.
When I was a freshman in high school, I had a growing sense of myself and how different I was. Which I guess is the way most teenagers feel anyway, but I was gay as well, so I think it compounded my feeling of self-consciousness. And by this time my ...
Institutionalized...
It was a placed filled with:Paranoia, obsessions, loneliness, compulsions, ignorance, anger, indifference, bigotry, conceit, lust, faith, confusion, happiness, suspicion, bitterness, realizations, betrayals, enlightenment, hatred, and love.I always t...

