Recent Posts Tagged With 'insomnia'

• Woo-hoo!!

  Posted on Wednesday November 25th, 2009 at 12:32 in bipolar, insomnia, vids, insanity, weirdness abounds, from the depths of my psyche, epic blather

  I'm so rockin' out to Buckcherry's 'Next 2 You.' It's a great song, very lively. I'm in a fantastic mood today but that's probably cuz I'm in a manic cycle. Two nights this week I only slept a few hours, last night I slept more, but still woke up a b...

• Abyss of Despair and Sinking Boats

  Posted on Sunday November 22nd, 2009 at 04:07 in insomnia, insanity, from the depths of my psyche

  Lately I've been suffering from a crippling writer's block that has left me in an abyss of despair. Like Isaac Asimov says, "I write for the same reason I breathe; because if I didn't I would die," and right now I feel the skeletal fingers of death s...

• Notes From the Red Bull Side

  Posted on Friday July 17th, 2009 at 18:05 in insomnia, insanity, boredom, drunken midgets, weirdness abounds

  So, I woke up the other day and my house was so clean. It was like little elves came in but instead of making me shoes they picked up my junk, did a few loads of laundry and scrubbed down the kitchen! So, on the kitchen counter I found this note from...

• Still Here...Mostly

  Posted on Tuesday April 22nd, 2008 at 00:48 in bipolar, insomnia, Bullshit, blather, boredom, my writing, drunken midgets

  My life has been very uneventful lately. Just dealing with the Drunken Midgets and jumping back into classes. I start physical therapy next week. I'm hoping they can help me out. And I've been seeing my therapist. And my psychiatrist. I've had a lot ...

• He's a Professional Transvestite

  Posted on Tuesday March 4th, 2008 at 02:28 in insomnia, Whatever, blather, boredom

  I am feeling very restless and dissatsified with life this morning. Not even writing will soothe my frazzled nerves. You know I'm bad off when writing doesn't do anything to improve my mood. Not that I've tried all that hard. All two of my attempts t...

• Mind Numbing Boredom

  Posted on Tuesday February 19th, 2008 at 03:56 in insomnia, blather, boredom

  This computer is really pissing me off. It must DIE!In other news, I am very wide awake in the middle of the night once again. And I'm very restless, I just don't know what to do with myself. I'm all hopped up on caffeine and have nothing to do and n...

• A Whole Lotta Nothin'

  Posted on Sunday February 10th, 2008 at 04:56 in insomnia, Bullshit, blather, boredom

  It is so freaking cold with 30 below zero (F) windchill. Brrrr!! And it's freezing in my apartment too. I'm all wrapped up in a blanket and still cold. I'm even wearing socks, and I never wear socks, I hate socks. Again, I say, Brrrrrrrrrr!!!I have t...

• My Immortal Lover

  Posted on Saturday February 9th, 2008 at 03:43 in insomnia, my writing

  I posted this on my writing blog, but for those of you who don't read that, I'm posting it here too cuz I'm bored and awake in the middle of the night.Night is my Immortal loverHe comes to me in the shadowsNever ceases to enthrallI shudder and climax...

• Crazy Shit!!

  Posted on Tuesday February 5th, 2008 at 03:37 in insomnia, Bullshit, boredom

  What a crazy last few days. Can't go into it here, but there has been some crazy shit going on!! Unbelievable!!In other news, I am extremely bored. I'm up in the middle of the night, once again, and none of my friends are up or online. :-( I could be...

• Insomnia Strikes Back

  Posted on Friday January 25th, 2008 at 02:48 in insomnia, insanity, blather, boredom

  Well, I got in two good night's sleep, so that's something anyway. I kept waking up tonight so I finally gave up and got out of bed around 2. It really sucks not having cable cuz I have to sleep with the tv on. So now I have to put movies in, but eve...

• Strategic Sheep Purposes

  Posted on Tuesday January 22nd, 2008 at 02:34 in insomnia, Bullshit, blather, boredom

  Okay guys, my gf's and I have made an executive decision: You will now all be relegated (is that a word?) to your own island for strategic breeding purposes. Please take a number and stand in line here...Oh, except for the gay guys, they can stay cuz...

• Hallucinating Again

  Posted on Saturday January 19th, 2008 at 00:45 in insomnia, insanity, blather

  In the past week I've gotten around 22 hours of sleep. I think I've started to hallucinate. I keep flinching cuz I see things coming at me out of the corner of my eye that aren't there. I don't think that's a good sign. When I start to hear the voice...

• Feelin' Way Too Damn Good

  Posted on Wednesday January 16th, 2008 at 02:35 in insomnia, insanity, boredom

  Yes, I'm totally lusting after a 20 year old, and totally okay with that. Wow, the conversations we have had! They would make Howard Stern blush. HeheheIn other news, I am feeling pretty damn good right now, in case you can't tell. Quite a change for...

• :::Sigh:::

  Posted on Tuesday January 15th, 2008 at 02:55 in insomnia, insanity, Bullshit, bitching

  Note To Self: Don't wait until the third week of the semester and the day before the first test to crack a book.OMG I have so much homework to do today. I have a test tomorrow and I haven't opened my book once. My head is so not into school this seme...

• Why Do Women Need Men?

  Posted on Monday January 14th, 2008 at 04:04 in insomnia, insanity, Bullshit, blather, boredom

  Because vibrators can't mow the lawn! Hehehe No offense guys, I love ya!Mmmmm...having a bit of a panic attack. Can't believe I've already been up for two hours, the eternal insomniac that I am.I have so much to do today. And I have class. And I shou...

• So Infatuated and Feed My Starving Children

  Posted on Friday January 11th, 2008 at 01:05 in insomnia, insanity, My Soapbox

  Today is the day that I meet my new man. I am excited and petrified at the same time. Excited to finally meet him, but petrified that he won't be the same as he is online/on the phone and/or that he'll be bothered by my weight. He keeps telling me he...

• Back to Reality

  Posted on Wednesday January 2nd, 2008 at 01:53 in insomnia, insanity, Bullshit, blather, boredom, drunken midgets

  I start school today :::said in a pitiful, plaintive whine::: Don't make me go, I don't wanna go. I haven't had enough time to decompress from the holidays and I don't want to start until next week. Damn it anyway. Oh well, what do ya do?I so have to...