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The Maybe Baby

The Maybe Baby

http://www.themaybebaby.com

Childhood cancer survivor. That's the good news. Bad news? Chemo and radiation zapped my eggs leaving me infertile. Luckily, we found a fabulous egg donor. Actually, we found more than one but the first time didn't work... After several failed attempts (all documented here), we were blessed with beautiful twin girls - born too early and alive for just a few hours...I wonder what happens next.

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  • The Visit

    Posted on Thursday December 17th, 2009 at 07:31 in marriage, Counseling, healing, mourning

    We said: "Why are we still so sad?"She said: "Still? My goodness, it's only been a year. I'm sorry, but you have a long way to go in your grieving process. Another year at least."And went on to quote the "literature" which give 18-24 months of hardco...

  • You Probably Shouldn\'t See This

    Posted on Friday December 4th, 2009 at 15:15

    Sorry. I'm going nuts. And in an attempt to clear my head I am dumping all flotsam and inner voices here:Dude, stop looking at FB. Just stop it. You don't need that crack.But look! Everybody's so happy! So joyful! So thankful! And I'm so....not.So? W...

  • First I was fine

    Posted on Tuesday December 1st, 2009 at 10:32 in holidays, birthdays, anticipation, dealing

    but now, not so much.I don't know how the day shifted. Right from under me. And actually, as I type this, it has shifted back. Right back to fine.Last night I drank mulled wine. Decorated the tree. Lingered a long time on the ornaments with some of t...

  • "Releasing my Inner Nonsense"

    Posted on Monday November 30th, 2009 at 14:17 in meditation

    I love this new take on a sun salutation so much, I need to link to it right here. No, no a bookmark isn't sufficient. I have a gajillion of those. So here. Here it is. Many thanks to Lucky Life (new blogger, holla!) for sharing. Now go get peaceful,...

  • Reunited and it feels so.....hmm...

    Posted on Sunday November 29th, 2009 at 14:40 in adoption, update, Life events, birth parents

    Can I get back to you on that?Yesterday was the day we met my bio dad, his mom, sister and her husband for the very first time. Like, ever.This I know: I am in love with two feisty, loving, awesome, sassy, smart, funny Jersey ladies. I mean, in full-...

  • The Day After

    Posted on Thursday November 26th, 2009 at 10:15 in process, loss

    I guess you can probably anticipate a bender if you see someone pulling estrogen patches off in the liquor store.They seriously took me by surprise. Sorry little remnants of this routine we had been dutifully doing for the last two weeks. Same with t...

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