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The Maybe Baby
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Childhood cancer survivor. That's the good news. Bad news? Chemo and radiation zapped my eggs leaving me infertile. Luckily, we found a fabulous egg donor. Actually, we found more than one but the first time didn't work... After several failed attempts (all documented here), we were blessed with beautiful twin girls - born too early and alive for just a few hours...I wonder what happens next.
Recent Posts
The Visit
We said: "Why are we still so sad?"She said: "Still? My goodness, it's only been a year. I'm sorry, but you have a long way to go in your grieving process. Another year at least."And went on to quote the "literature" which give 18-24 months of hardco...
You Probably Shouldn\'t See This
Sorry. I'm going nuts. And in an attempt to clear my head I am dumping all flotsam and inner voices here:Dude, stop looking at FB. Just stop it. You don't need that crack.But look! Everybody's so happy! So joyful! So thankful! And I'm so....not.So? W...
First I was fine
but now, not so much.I don't know how the day shifted. Right from under me. And actually, as I type this, it has shifted back. Right back to fine.Last night I drank mulled wine. Decorated the tree. Lingered a long time on the ornaments with some of t...
"Releasing my Inner Nonsense"
I love this new take on a sun salutation so much, I need to link to it right here. No, no a bookmark isn't sufficient. I have a gajillion of those. So here. Here it is. Many thanks to Lucky Life (new blogger, holla!) for sharing. Now go get peaceful,...
Reunited and it feels so.....hmm...
Can I get back to you on that?Yesterday was the day we met my bio dad, his mom, sister and her husband for the very first time. Like, ever.This I know: I am in love with two feisty, loving, awesome, sassy, smart, funny Jersey ladies. I mean, in full-...
The Day After
I guess you can probably anticipate a bender if you see someone pulling estrogen patches off in the liquor store.They seriously took me by surprise. Sorry little remnants of this routine we had been dutifully doing for the last two weeks. Same with t...

