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Unknowable
I wish I could be more daring in my day to day interactions with strangers–more humorous, flirtatious, outgoing, cheerful, talkative, sympathetic. I wish I met more daring strangers. I wish to be that daring stranger. There’s too much sil...
On staying relevant
Oh, boy. I am in the midst of job-seeking frenzy, and it is wearing on me. I love finding jobs I’m qualified for, and I love finding jobs in places I’d like to live, but the application process–more specifically, the cover letter ...
On Letting Go
Today at the vet clinic I took a call from a woman who felt it was time to put her 15-year-old dog down. She said he was whimpering, and not doing very well. I found an emergency slot for her at the end of the day, and told her to come in at that t...
faith
It seems I have an issue with organized faith. I hadn’t noticed it until I moved to Illinois. At the end of last summer, I was in an appalling state of mind and being, and I knew once I left Florida, I wanted to dedicate myself more earnestly t...
driftwood
I feel unmoored these days. I have major projects to work on: a collection of thesis essays and finding a full-time job. Yet I Can. Not. Focus. I’m experiencing nearly debilitating bouts of wanderlust, but I leave for Texas and Mexico soon, so...
Sherbet
On Saturday, DS and I were buying food for a cookout. Always in the mood for some sort of dessert, but knowing I should restrain my impulse for my favorite ice cream (Dove brand vanilla with brownie chunks, and chocolate ganashe covering on top̵...
Realms of the Unreal
Lately, I’ve been thinking about Henry Darger. He was a man who lived in near seclusion, and made his living as a janitor. It was only after he died that people discovered he had spent his life writing and creating visual art. He made another ...
thinkin’ about kulchur
According to my Oxford dictionary, the second definition for “culture” is “the customs, ideas, and social behavior of a particular people or group.” I’ve been thinking about this because it feels like I’m experienc...
