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This That Distorts Me Has

This That Distorts Me Has "Saved" Me

http://meryine.blogspot.com

Wading through life whilst trying to make sense of it. Piecing back together a fragmented mind and a fractured past - the effects of living with an emotionally abusive father and family. "This rotten world gives you what you lack"

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  • One Emotion

    Posted on Thursday October 1st, 2009 at 11:11 in lost, confused, Emotion, blank, one year

    I've felt empty, yet I have all reason to be feel complete. I am one emotion, in my own bubble drifting around, almost aimlessly – perhaps I'm lost; I'm certainly confused. Everything bounces back off of me, even the good things, the warm fuzzy fe...

  • Trials and Tribulations

    Posted on Sunday July 5th, 2009 at 11:10 in depression, life, trials, social anxiety, tribulations

    So here I am again. Isn't it funny how we're inspired to write when we are feeling down, depressed or confused? I've had a long break from feeling any anxiety or depression – a good 5 months or so; it's been the greatest time of my life and ...

  • It's Allright For Some

    Posted on Thursday April 30th, 2009 at 10:47 in life, new, happiness, start.

    You'll be pleased to hear (I hope) that I am still alive! Apologies for being absent from the blag and twittersphere - I've been too busy to even get on the computer!My life has taken many twists and turns; all spiraling in different and positive dir...

  • Why can't I be normal, I don't want to hide.

    Posted on Sunday March 15th, 2009 at 17:55 in communication, fear, panic, social anxiety

    On a bad day...My smile and laughter is a cloaking device. Beneath is fear and angst. I know you can see it. Naturally I'd run and hide, but my need to be normal is forcing me to be here in front of you. My stomach nots and twists, my breathing immob...

  • Be Fearless

    Posted on Saturday March 7th, 2009 at 12:42 in fearless, andre jordan, a beautiful revolution

    This is how I feel...http://www.abeautifulrevolution.com/blog/ ...

  • Progress

    Posted on Thursday March 5th, 2009 at 07:05

    A week ago I received a letter from my Dad sent by a friend of his who'd just been released (from prison – see previous post if you don’t know why my dad is in prison). I'd been dreading this letter from the day I was told he was planning to writ...

Comments & Reviews

This blog is currently rated a 3.50 out of a possible 5 based on 2 comments.

3 stars Distant_fellow

Why cann't I be normal...
i donot know about you, but I have accepted myslf as I am. And now I feel better, and I am also getting better.
Anyways, TC n keep smiling.

Posted: March 26th, 2009 | Report This Comment

ghostpipe

4 stars Henry Sebastian

Interesting blog. Can I link to yours?

Posted: July 5th, 2008 | More Reviews From ghostpipe | Report This Comment

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