toosmartbyhalf
Are you kidding me?! I have been in hell for 46 years. Sometimes less so than others, but still, it is hell nevertheless.
I don't even know how to begin with this latest episode of my maladaptions to life bringing me as close to total collapse and complete loss of sanity as anything ever has in my entire life. I just realized how completely alone and abandoned I am all over again this afternoon. No living family that doesn't want to harm me, use me, or take advantage of me, and no bureaucrats willing to help(one of my maladaptions is a programmed reflex agressive response to any manipulation. Not a good tendency if one needs their help.)
That vented can anyone help me find people like me (orphanage, foster care, back to a family that apparently tried to kill me to get rid of me.) in new jersey. I have pissed off everyone it seems and I apparently won't be allowed my records (court sealed) unless I get a lawyer. I am in Oregon apparently in 1940:-)




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Posted: August 21st, 2008 | More Reviews From Gershom | Report This Comment