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The personal blog of the most-interesting VampAmber. A female of the species Gamer Geek, she is a rare breed indeed. Follow her daily (or mostly daily) life. Also, swing by her writing and icons section. It's worth the trip.
- Added on: Jan 24th, 2008
- Country: United States
- Language: English
- Author: VampAmber
- Listed in: Personal Poems
- Tags: depression writing bi-polar avatars lj icons gamer geek
Recent Posts
A Rare Appearance
So, as you may have noticed, I’m currently online. Thankfully, Aaron has been letting me stay at his place occasionally for the price of gas money to get me and drop me off again. A lot has been happening lately, and for once there are more tha...
A Farewell, Of Sorts
I’m done trying to justify everything. People will believe whatever they want to, no matter how far from the truth it is, no matter how absurd it sounds. I’m done letting others think they’re allowed to dictate my life. The second y...
A Question I’d Really Like Answered
Why is it that everybody thinks that I know absolutely nothing about myself, or about anything else, ever? And for that matter, why do they think it best to repeatedly remind me of said fact? Do they really believe that if I’m told I’m fa...
The Road To Hell Is Paved With Good Intentions
I had the cops called on me last night for being too suicidal. As usual, I put how bad I felt in my Facebook status, hoping somebody would read the damn thing and actually give a shit. Call me up, give me a hug, hang with me. Something personal, you ...
I Want To Die, More Than Anything Else Ever
I want to fucking die. I want to slit my wrists, and bleed the fuck out. But does anyone care? No, they don’t even fucking notice. I’m about to cry, and I don’t even know why. I don’t need a reason to cry any more, a reason to...
Just When You Thought It Couldn’t Get Any Worse
I feel like I have all these broken fragments floating around in my body. The thing is, there aren’t enough fragments to make an entire personality. I’m starting to wonder if there ever was. So here I am, grasping at each piece, trying to...
