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Sometimes you are awake but everything seems just like a dream. Sometimes you are dreaming but it just feels so real. You ask yourself, "What the hell is happening to me?" I want to wake up and know what's really out there. I can't find the answers to my questions from the people around me, from the things that I own, and from anything that I do. I don't even know what my purpose is. I want to know what will happen tomorrow. I don't know who I am. Where can I find the answers? What does life mean?

Is there anybody out there who is like this? I feel you dude. Connect with me!

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  1. Agit8r
    The cops are pretty strict on shrooms where i live
  2. ismsandologies
    I think Zhuangzi had the same problem. He ended up one with the Dao.

    "Once Zhuangzi dreamt he was a butterfly, a butterfly flitting and fluttering around, happy with himself and doing as he pleased. He didn't know he was Zhuangzi. Suddenly he woke up and there he was, solid and unmistakable Zhuangzi. But he didn't know if he was Zhuangzi who had dreamt he was a butterfly, or a butterfly dreaming he was Zhuangzi. Between Zhuangzi and a butterfly there must be some distinction! This is called the Transformation of Things."

    That's right, I pulled it from Wikipedia. Don't judge me.

    Or, as Guildenstern in Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead said of Zhaungzi, "Envy him in his two-fold security."
  3. celticmusicfan
    When the world gets a bit darker than usual....do you ever get this moent that you feel so space out...you know just walking on the parking lot by yourself late at night ...
  4. Ryhen
    hey sorry guys, I deleted the post a couple of months ago. why the hell was this discussion revived anyway?

    btw, can anybody tell me where I can get DMT or LSD? my pineal gland just can't secrete enough juice for the job. =P
    1. celticmusicfan
      Mwahahaha you can't get that in this country. i will see to it!
    2. Ryhen
      @ tcinvestor - dude, the pineal gland works in the absence of sunlight. =)

      @ celticmusicfan - you're wrong about that! I just need to offer 100 lizard heads to the moon goddess and she will grant my wish. =P
    3. tcinvestor
      @ Ryhen - Dude..your the one who was asking for help with your Pineal Secretions...just trying to help a brother out. ;-)
  5. wehireu
    Sounds like "lucid dreaming"
  6. Agit8r
    I haven't practiced "self-mastery" in several hours...
    1. wagerwitch
      Put BOTH of your hands back on the keyboard this instant you little gnome you.
    2. Agit8r
      but one of them is covered in lotion...
    3. celticmusicfan
      OMG! and i thought you're so pure
    4. Agit8r
      hey, they don't call it Jergens for nothing
    5. wagerwitch
      I've always wondered why they named it that...
    6. celticmusicfan
      Yep that's a blue kimono aimed at perfecting 'self- mastery'.
    1. MissSuzie
      You are annoying as hell!
    2. celticmusicfan
      Aren't you a cute and funny creature? LOL why is my comment above the subject hahaha.
    3. Ryhen
      you clicked on the wrong "reply" button. say, are you wearing a kimono?
  7. aningeniousname
    Mmmmmmm self mastery.
    1. Ryhen
      you find it yummy?
  8. m2urray
    I have similar feelings and thoughts to you. For me, it's like there is a shield or force field around me and I am floating around inside of it, protected at all times from the outside. This is on an emotional/feeling level. I guess it's something that has been created for my protection?

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