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Susan, Iowa and me
Longing to be a Woman | July 4th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
Susan Stanton, a rather famous male to female transsexual is a friend of mine and my church has been behind her 100% ever since she came out a year ago. Susan Stanton (formerly Steve Stanton) used to work as the city manager of Largo, Florida before read more
Why 91%?
Longing to be a Woman | June 30th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
I took an extensive "gender identity" test earlier this year and the results?"Kathryn, we have analyzed the test you took and we have found that you are 91% feminine. When we compare your results with other women it shows that you are more feminine t read more
Chick Flicks
Longing to be a Woman | June 29th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
Joy and I often get into bed and watch a "chick flick" like The Group, based on a book by Mary McCarthy. It's all about women for a change, which is what I love in a movie. Lots of young women who went on to become famous - Jessica Walters, Candace B read more
To Tell The Truth
Longing to be a Woman | June 18th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
The night I was on TV.I don't often show pictures from my national television appearance eight years ago for two reasons: 1. I was fifty pounds heavier than I am now. 2. Nearly all the shots are grainy screen grabs from the actual broadcast. (We tape read more
A TV guide?
Longing to be a Woman | June 13th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
First, let me make this perfectly clear: This is only my personal opinion. I do not intend to cast aspersions on anyone or anything.Back in the late Sixties when I first tried to find out if there were other weird boys like me in the world, informati read more
Sharon Stone
Longing to be a Woman | June 12th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
Joy and I went to see Jack Hanson perform at the Magic Castle in Hollywood, California one night in 2001. Something exciting happened on this night, and it was not a planned act of stage illusion.The Magic Castle is a Victorian mansion and private cl read more
Questions and answers
Longing to be a Woman | June 11th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
Last week, I spoke - as Kathryn - at a Human Sexuality class at Saint Petersburg College and I was amazed at the affirmative reception. Naturally, as is true of all my speeches, I opened the floor for questions afterwards. I thought I'd share them wi read more
I love the woman in me
Longing to be a Woman | June 2nd 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
During those sad, lonely four decades that I merely dreamed about being female and fantasized what it would be like, I must admit I did not realize just how lovely it would be to look like a pretty woman. I adore having long hair and a pretty face. M read more
Ordinary girl
Longing to be a Woman | May 21st 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
This photograph best illustrates why everyone I encountered in California from priest to pizza delivery man was convinced I was a woman.It is obvious that my hair is mine and not a wig. Only a woman would let someone shape her eyebrows like that. Add read more
Finally! One I like.
Longing to be a Woman | May 20th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
I know I sometimes come across like a narcissistic idiot but trust me when I tell you of the 1600-odd photos of me taken over the years, there are only about five in which I believe I am pretty, sexy and an obvious woman.This photo above, taken May 1 read more
Feeling femme
Longing to be a Woman | May 19th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
.flickr-photo { border: solid 2px #000000; }.flickr-yourcomment { }.flickr-frame { text-align: left; padding: 3px; }.flickr-caption { font-size: 0.8em; margin-top: 0px; }I believe that the feeling of femininity or of actually being a woman is very re read more
Happiness
Longing to be a Woman | May 18th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
I realize that most people who visit this website cannot understand how I could adore women so much that I have always wanted to be a woman. Remember, I do not think I am a "woman trapped in a man's body." If anything, I am a man trapped in a man's b read more
I love shoes!
Longing to be a Woman | May 17th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
I love shoes! There, I've said it! I've had really good luck on eBay this year, winning two different pair of shoes by Highlights, the most comfortable high heels I have ever worn.Here are the black ones that I absolutely adore! Aren't they cute? Be read more
Change is in the air
Longing to be a Woman | May 16th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
A trait that Joy and I share is the ability to deal effectively with change.I was laid off from my dream job yesterday and Joy has hated her job for some time now.So, we have decided to move back to Los Angeles!We're both excited because her kids liv read more
It's okay, I'm sane!
Longing to be a Woman | May 13th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
For those who may be concerned, I am completely aware that I am not an actual woman. I am reminded of it every time I appear naked in my bathroom or bed.I do not for a moment feel that I am or ever was a "woman trapped in a man's body." I have close read more
Not from Mars
Longing to be a Woman | May 9th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
I worry sometimes that the idle web surfer stumbling on my blog thinks I am crazy, conceited or from Mars.I am not. I am simply an old man who spent the majority of his life wanting to be something he was not. Someone he was not. Was it an unhappy li read more
Obsessed? No. Proud.
Longing to be a Woman | May 9th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
A friend asked me last week if I was obsessed with being a woman. No. I am not.For "obsessed" means "a recurring thought that a person considers senseless or terrible but cannot ignore." Obviously, I do not consider femulation either senseless or ter read more
Wish I could explain
Longing to be a Woman | May 5th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
One of the small sorrows of being an imitation female (femulator) is that it is so difficult to share the pleasure, the rush, the happiness these clothes bring me. Frankly, after being like this for fifty years, I still have difficulty explaining it. read more
Explaining Ecstasy
Longing to be a Woman | May 2nd 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
I wish I could explain to the genetic women who read my blog what ecstasy I feel wearing the clothing that they most likely take for granted. Since I am a teleworker and work from my home office, I dress in women's clothing every day. A few moments a read more
Sharing
Longing to be a Woman | April 26th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
As I have mentioned before, I receive some wonderful Emails from viewers of my blog. While protecting their anonymity, I want to share just a bit."I was deeply moved by what you wrote and I'm greatly relieved to find I'm not the only one who feels s read more
Write Like A Woman
Longing to be a Woman | April 20th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
A fan of this blog recently copied and pasted one of my posts into the "Gender Genie" which proudly reported "The Gender Genie thinks the author of this passage is: female!"The Gender Genie is an online tool where you plug in some text, and then - us read more
Working Girl
Longing to be a Woman | April 16th 2008 by Kathryn Cleve
Back in 2002, when I lived as a woman 24/7 in Los Angeles, I admit that working at the drywall company every day was a bit of a strain. I not only had to look convincingly feminine, I had to be efficient, cheerful, pleasant and deal with a half-dozen read more
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