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- December 21st, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Testimate to the Violets 1.0
Taking some advice from my writerly buddy Jessie I’ve decided to put this ‘word in progress’ up for a few days. I’d really love to know what everyone thinks of it. I do have a…
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Not Sure But Not Happy
I’m not sure what I am but I’m not a very happy little Spirit right now. I know, somewhere in here, that I’m angry. Maybe not furious but definitely ticked. I’m embarrassed- th…
- December 19th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Purple Words
Picked up a book the other day, PoemCrazy (it’s one word on the cover) by Susan Goldsmith Wooldridge and let me just tell you right now- it’s absolutely awesome. I don’t tend to cons…
- December 17th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
My Nonsensical Diatribe
So, I’m back. I had a great little trip and despite it I’ve decided to never ride in any kind of vehicle with my sister- Cat, and her husband ever again! It’s not that he’s a b…
- December 14th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Note
Hmm, that anxious feeling is back. I’m not at all fond of it but what can I do? *mental sigh* Anyways, I’m going to be gone until about Friday’ish. I’ll actually be back by Thu…
- December 12th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Words Are Beautiful, Damnit!
My veins are buzzing. Logic fuzzing. The rules of plausibility blurring together. The pen meets the paper as the teller to story, all on a night neither dark nor stormy. Can you feel my heart beating…
- December 8th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Grandpa’s House
Lilting whispers- the music behind the memory. It calls me like the sun calls specks of dust from between the bookshelves. A delicate mixture of old and new found only in the quiet moments where c…
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Fragment
My head is full of thoughts tonight. I am remembering things. Fractured sort of things that leave a bitter, burning sensation in my stomach. It’s like walking in a spider’s web full of bro…
- December 7th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Happy Birthday Me!
*singsong voice* It’s my birthday and I’ll write if I want to. Happy birthday to me. Today, er… technically yesterday, I turned 21! Amazing isn’t it? I certainly think so. I…
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More
[I've gotten into this bad habit of late- writing posts and then not putting them up for one reason or another. So, this is me trying to break that. This post is from a few days back.] I feel like I&#…
- November 29th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Why Again?
Sitting in the corner, knees drawn up tight with salty tracks weaving their way down her face. The banging gets louder. Her heart flutters like a weak in a steal trap and she can’t help the brok…
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Origami Unfolding
Single stage. Empty handed. The crowd deaf and willing. Holding hope like origami, A paper crane with paper cut wings. Lifted high. The lights go bright. Curtain drawn. Waiting. Wishing. A cricketR…
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Sleepless Nights and Tumbling Thoughts
I sat down and told myself I’d go around and leave comments on all my favorite blogs- as I’ve been muchly lax lately, but alas I’m tired and all I want to do is write so I can get…
- November 26th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
I Remember: The Hate Me Journal
Warning: This piece might be unhealthy to read for those suffering from self abuse, severe depression, or darker memories in general. I remember… I remember a dark journal bursting with words o…
- November 25th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Half Woken Yrteop
The sleeping dragon in my soul, Awaits the darkness At bid and toll. Voices in me bellow deep, What the old have sown So shall I reap. Thunder rings, Lightning sings, Static clings. Open my wings. Poe…
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Update 2 (Woot!)
Cool, all my software is up to date- a true feat if you’re trying to keep up with as much as I am with the attention span of an imaginary tick. Playing with a few new plugins (I loves the last.F…
- November 22nd, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Update
Ooo, in my time ‘away’ it seems my software updated without me and I need to do some mandatory tweaks which includes turning some of my stuff off for a moment. Please bear with me if a: th…
- November 20th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Getting To Know Myself Again
I feel like my old self. Not ‘old’ as in how I was a few months ago before I started having all the flash backs and other PTSD junk but old as in how I felt when I first started to feel-…
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One Waiting
[Edit: I wrote this some months ago and then forgot to post it. Part of me was undecided about putting it up here but then I said what the heck- and totally forgot about it. I think there was a reas…
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Back In Many Ways
I’m back and in more ways than one. I feel great. Mildly inarticulate but still absolutely wonderful. It’s difficult to put into words- lately when I’ve felt ‘Okay’ it w…
- November 3rd, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
NaNoWriMo, PTSD, Therapy and Junk
I can’t believe I’m going to say this but… I”m having a bit of trouble… writing. Talked to my therapist the other day. We discussed that I have some really good coping me…
- October 31st, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
NaNoWriMo!
Yesh! It’s that time of year again. Usually I’ve made a god ten posts about it by now but what with everything else going on it’s been more of a sub-focus instead of a main thought l…
- October 29th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
ABCs Survey of Me
Awesome Nikka over at ‘The Life and Time of a Stitch Witch‘ has tagged me with the ABCs survey of me meme so here it goes. A – Age: 20 (21 in two months.) B – Bed size: Queen…
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Sometimes
There is a little girl inside of me. I don’t know how old she is but sometimes I can hear her crying out. Sometimes she asks the world to hate her because that’s all she’s ever been…
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Get Some Feeling
Going back over my most recent posts I find myself a little more than a little disgruntled at how down a lot of my writing seems lately. Even if my style is gaining strength I’m not certain I…
- October 22nd, 2009
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spirit has added Survivors Can Thrive! to her favorite blogs.
Survivors Can Thrive!
Sexual assault & abuse survivor support, resources, self-care and comfort tips. I tell my personal story--the journey I'm on--of trying to recover from childhood sexual abuse and sadistic torture, and rape, PTSD and dissociation. Includes meditations - October 21st, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Medicine Bottle Blues
I wrote this some months ago during a venting moment. I’ve considered not posting it because the writing process was enough to get some of it out of my system but… I feel that if I don&#…
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Jitters
Not doing so great at the moment. It’s starting to happen more and more often. This feeling of being absolutely terrified for no reason. My heart rate jumps. Adrenalin pumps into my veins. My…
- October 19th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Papercut Wings
This one is actually part of three random and somehow interconnected poems I came up with while I had the flu. I should be posting the other two soon but I’m in no rush. There’s another ve…
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Categories
It’s a multi-posting night. Obviously. I went through my recent posts because I’ve this new obsession of attempting to vaguely (because that’s all that can be hoped for) categorize s…
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Think’ily Broken
The first part of this is something I wrote while I was sick. The second part is more a realization I had while writing it that I expanded on when coming back to actually post it. I don’t expect…
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Written Whispers the Blog
Reaffirm
Stop. Stop it. Sometimes too much. Sometimes so little I convince myself it’s not. I’ve become superstitious to the thinking that if I ever once have hope it’s gone- it will come bac…
- October 16th, 2009
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It’s The Flu…
Recovering from the flu. Will return shortly to reply to comments and post all the wonderful words that have been building up in my brain. Almost over it but still having trouble breathing. Peace.
- October 11th, 2009
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spirit has posted a new entry on: Code Quirks
Template – Lotus Temple
I think this might be my favorite among the templates I’ve made so far just for the sheer fact that it combines so many different things I like. That and it has a feeling about it that just says…
- October 8th, 2009
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Template – Dogg-Daze
I found this image while looking for royalty free images and instantly fell in love- and let me tell you that’s really something coming from a cat person such as I. I knew right then and there…
- October 5th, 2009
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spirit has updated her friends list.
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Not Here
Not going to be anywhere online until Thursday night. Kei and I are going up to visit our families for a few days and thus won’t have any internet connection at all so if you’re looking…
