This post below was written en route to New Delhi where I am now,just to arrived and heard from my mother who was worried for me about MH370 , my thoughts are prayer are with all onboard.....thanks to relatives who called just to check if I am not on that plane.
Defying the liquid stream of time.
I know, I know I had tried hard to try and write often but with this hectic schedule and few tasks that requires delegating I am lost in my “I can’t be bothered attitude”.
“Can’t be bothered “ in the sense where I do not know how to start and thought I might as well not start at all. when I start to type with my finger dancing on this keypad ,I start to get emotional and starts to get sentimental and that is not healthy , at least not for this moment at certain point I feel that as a personal blogger who writes an online journal I should also keep some portion of this beautiful life experience to myself.
January -February 2014
|sri Lanka...i will be back !|
|Bandung at grand Pangeghar Hotel-don't stay there, the rooms are dirty|
|Bologna few hours before fight home after SIGEP|
|With Luca on coffee break at Dubai Gulfood 2014|
|when volcano eruption in Indonesia made me stuck in Jakarta, i was literally fighting to get out of the city.|
|Cavalli Dubai :)|
|Nasi Kuning in surabaya :)|
Often away from home, I have lost this balance in life where you exercise, meet friends over the weekend, spend time with family ,attend to your family, do gardening and be in touch with your spiritual side as a human being.
I slipped at those, I neglected so many things that means a lot to me, my friends misses me and thought that I had forgotten them , I lost grip of knowledge of what is going on at home , my weight and health fluctuates dramatically in graph from up to down and up, up again plus etc, etc department that needs improving in my life.
But then, after this talk with my mom and my hairdresser Anne Tan at her shop yesterday I realized that I am not alone, as usual I often think for myself in my own selfish realm called kingdom azura, I think we all have to make a little bit of sacrifices bit of here and there and now with my task at MEC3 I feel appreciated and I am in the position where I am not only managing but I call it challenging myself on a daily basis and up until today I can say that my challenges are tackled well ,some with grace and elegance and some with insanity.I am happy despite not having to balance it up with my life,Deep inside ,I am happy and that is the most important thing.
This post is specially dedicated to mothers , wives, daughters who have dreams and not afraid to reach them , despite all the challenges of long hours away from home, unnecessary dramas and turmoil we made it this far and for your dreams to come true please never ever give up, because you are not alone I am here cheering up for you because you are here reading this while praying for me too.
Life is not perfect, you can’t make everyone happy, but you can start with making yourself happy.
Big hug, may all your wish may come true..